...sipping mint tea on the tropical Ocean beach, watching the waves break, and talking...to HIM...
O.K., I have to admit that the main purpose of this trip wasn't travelling itself, but more like, finding and rediscovering myself again. With help of other people. People who's knowledge and experience can help me turn my life into the right direction. Or should I say, I'm on a search for the way to a Greater life! Yesterday was one of these days. A day! I met Carlos. The guy who helped me to stimulate my mind in such a way, that I'm kind of lost again. Not so much as lost as I want to discover what I really want in my life right now. Or what I need, shall I say. I will never forget his words: "Maja, in life you don't go for things you want, you go for things you need!" "What is that you want? But what is that you need?" "How will I know what I need and what I want? I asked." You'll know when you will stop asking yourself that!"
O.K., I have to admit that the main purpose of this trip wasn't travelling itself, but more like, finding and rediscovering myself again. With help of other people. People who's knowledge and experience can help me turn my life into the right direction. Or should I say, I'm on a search for the way to a Greater life! Yesterday was one of these days. A day! I met Carlos. The guy who helped me to stimulate my mind in such a way, that I'm kind of lost again. Not so much as lost as I want to discover what I really want in my life right now. Or what I need, shall I say. I will never forget his words: "Maja, in life you don't go for things you want, you go for things you need!" "What is that you want? But what is that you need?" "How will I know what I need and what I want? I asked." You'll know when you will stop asking yourself that!"
He said I have a great future ahead of me, I will live in abundance, I will be happy and my parents will be extremely proud of me. But that will happen, when I will go for things I need! I said to him that whatever I'm doing is never enough and I feel I need to do just a lil bit more for me to be completely happy. He said I'll never be completely happy, because such thing as completely happy doesn't exist. I think he saw my bumped face. "Maja, you're different he said, and don't even worry, you'll be totally fine, you will live the life of you dreams, you're heading in the right direction!"
Is it possible that in the process of going after your dreams, you lose yourself somewhere on the way? Is it possible that what you need in your life is not the same that what you want? You want something, but you need something else? And when you fulfill your need, can you then go after what you want, or will you be satisfied after you fulfilled your needs so later on you won't want anything else? But does something like that even exists? Is there a point in your life, you don't want anything more that what you have? "You'll get to the point in your life, when you will realise that air in your lungs is all you need!" he says:))
Some other words of his I can't really understand at the moment. He looked at me deeply in the eyes and almost screamed my name: "Maja, remember this!!" "Perfect love, casts away the fear!"
What does that mean? What is perfect love? Love towards yourself, love of your family and friends, love you give and get back, or love of true soul mates?? Or is it all together? And when you have that love, then you're not afraid of anything anymore? There's no more fears and you can do miracles? What is perfect love, that casts away the fear?? That's my mission on this trip. To get the answer!
Mayita
Is it possible that in the process of going after your dreams, you lose yourself somewhere on the way? Is it possible that what you need in your life is not the same that what you want? You want something, but you need something else? And when you fulfill your need, can you then go after what you want, or will you be satisfied after you fulfilled your needs so later on you won't want anything else? But does something like that even exists? Is there a point in your life, you don't want anything more that what you have? "You'll get to the point in your life, when you will realise that air in your lungs is all you need!" he says:))
Some other words of his I can't really understand at the moment. He looked at me deeply in the eyes and almost screamed my name: "Maja, remember this!!" "Perfect love, casts away the fear!"
What does that mean? What is perfect love? Love towards yourself, love of your family and friends, love you give and get back, or love of true soul mates?? Or is it all together? And when you have that love, then you're not afraid of anything anymore? There's no more fears and you can do miracles? What is perfect love, that casts away the fear?? That's my mission on this trip. To get the answer!
Mayita
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