PRESENT.

My life. My crazy life. Showing my strong, fearless, independent, adaptable persona to everyone I meet and to people back home! Going from place to place, country to country, city to city! Finding work when I need money. Travelling 3^rd world countries, when I need pure travel. Visiting my friends around the world, when I start to miss them. Then it ‘s time to visit my family back home! Then to find work again! After work I really want to go for some real travel again! But I miss my friends around the world, so I would go visit them! I need money again! Find a job somewhere on this planet! But then, it’s time to visit my family again! I want to go surfing! No, I rather would go to do massage course somewhere! Or even better, go hiking somewhere!  Actually some volunteering would be great! But what I really want is just pure travelling somewhere! Have to visit family again! Oh-oh, no money, need to find work! Skype sessions, emailing, keeping in touch with people around the world, writing, photographing, planning, booking! Banking! Health!....!....!......!!!!!

 STOOOOOP!! It’s enough, god damn it! Cut it OFF!

All I actually really need is this magical moment, sitting on comfortable chair on the terrace of the cute coffee shop in Marietta, Georgia. By the river, autumn starting to show its beauty, with this guy I just met. Sharing a comfortable conversation with David and having peaceful mind. And enjoying the moment. With no past, and no future. Just being there and being. That’s all I need. No more chaos, no planning, no worrying, no living in the future and dwelling on the past. Just being there, sipping coffee, watching leaves falling off the trees, listening the water flowing and talking about life. Not knowing what the future will bring. Letting go the past. And being real, authentic, sincere. Bring ME to the conversation. With all my fears, without my mask. And I was. I actually WAS. It was the greatest day of my life. I lived it. I lived every single moment. I TASTED the coffee. I LISTENED to the nature. I LAUGHED. I was THERE. Real ME. Present. With no past. With no future. That’s all I NEED. To be.

Mayita